haven been updating !
well. this year’s Christmas feels funny. I don’t feel Christmassy at all. whie ! I dunno.
anw. realized that im loving Him more and more each day. I dunno why but I can just feel it. I sing with all my heart to praise Him.
tons and tons of things have been happening. haven been sleeping well for dunno how many days. anw, denial came to my church yesterday ! and candy too. danial is just one fantastic guy I tell you. we talked as I walked him to the mrt station. and knew him better bit by bit.
read jamie’s blog. about being transparent to those around you. i wanna be transparent to some people too. ive always believed that a strong friendship can only be built out of honesty and trust. it still is this way, isn’t it ? but just wanna tell my dottie that nothing’s too hard or difficult. for we have God with us. we’re not alone. and you have me with you ! (:
went to Singapore rive last night with e jc team, sahai’s team ( only shawn tay and him ! lol. ) and my dearest jc team. was kinda upset by some stuff on e way there. but i feel that being a Christian doesn’t mean that u can be self centered and insensitive to others. God never taught us anything like that. did He ? i just feel that last night’s thing just show a lot about their characters. im not expecting a perfect leader. no one’s perfect. im fully aware of that. but the point is that they are not even making the effort. are they ? nobody knows except them.
anw I have to thank some people last night. people like kha and liane. thank you for comforting me. i felt so much better after your hugs. a hug speaks a lot. doesn’t it ?
-smiles.
have to thank my dearest guardian angel too. sean ethan sahai. im so glad to have you around. ure just being so sweet. asked me if i need help to carry my pressies. asked me if i was alright. asked me to give you a big smile when things weren’t right. simple remarks. biggest concern. and please. drink more water. im your guardian angel too. don’t want to see your lips dried up and bleed anymore okays ? (: iloveyou. and thanks. for those earrings. although its not e one, but i still love it. appreciate all your efforts walking all over suntec in search for the one. and u insisted to get earrings instead of anything else in replacement. am glad to have known you. guardian angel, you rock. and we rock. *
[ fifi ] – this is for youu.
im so sorry for the stupid thingie that happened last night. my goodness.but yea. its all over. so lets just put it behind us. please my dearest leader, take care of your throat. don’t want it to get any worse. okie ? thank you for the wonderful eeyore. eeyore is my favourite. glad that you actually rem-ed. just wanna tell you that ive learnt a lot from you. so much so that im really loving you my dearest leader. nv tot things like this will happen. but it jus did. just please rem that I’ll be here no matter what happens for you, and for God. lets build a stronger relationship with each other, and with Him.
-smiles. saying thank you is simply not enough.. i just wanna reassure that i am willing to grow and learn more of Him. and i am more than wiling to do it for others. iloveyou leader. iloveyou friend. iloveyou –2nd most in church. for God is the first.
wanna thank the church people for the wonderful pressies and cards.
to the jayceeteem.
iadorethe,
-container with heartshaped letter [dawn]
-pink candle with a card [jiaxin]
-golden card with star [kha ]
- the fish that ive always longed to have [bel]
-jar of chocolates nicely wrapped with yellow transparent paper [dom]
-eeyore with keychain and a belated card [fifi- my precious leader]
- hee. the rest, belated i know. sorry i have to give belated to all too. (: hee.
to some others.
- the naked pooh with a pot of honey overflowing [ Jamie dottie]
- the card with the cutest and funniest and ugliest handwriting [ jason]
- the okay-ly wrapped sweets [ jianming –my noise master]
- pretty cookies with pretty colours [ huimin]
- beautiful cards and heart felt words [ruoen and char]
- wonderful rose and rocher with pink papers [kuyu]
- earrings with the greatest love [ sahai- guardian angel]
- the nicest handwriting with a big smile while writing it [yo]
- the most rochers. okay i had four ! [ alvyn ]
- the kiss and milk. a perfect combi [ wennnnn ]
- the faith. that ive got and the faith that u gave me [jeremy and darren]
to other other friends from everywhere.
- the pretty pink card that was sent [Christina]
- the forever friends card with lots of meanin in it [ndee]
- the airport card with lots of lovee [jasmine]
- the cute handmade card with tons of effort [xiaoqing]
- the most unexpected one [mr lee.]
- the tallest and shiniest tree [ kaiyun]
- the best cookies in that retro container and best decorated msg [xinhui]
and to all who sent me sms-es and calls. sorry i din count down to Christmas for im already asleep. too tired. and to all. I mean. ALL. gna do all the presents and everyone’s belated ! special heh ! hee. i love you. thanks for rememberin me. and i wanna thank * you. if ure reading this. sorry for that missed call. and I din call back. thank you for the sms. appreciated. (: hope u know what im talkin about.
all was done. christmas is over. the real meaning of christmas. hope its not being forgotten. (: and theres one last person I have and I must thank.
the one and only, the greatest, the sweetest love, the most powerful, the most amazing
- God. thankyou for everything,anything, all. (:
joyous. loving Him. ;
12/26/2004 12:43:00 PM ++
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