she said – look at your results, if u go church again next week, I wont give you anymore money from next month onwards.
I kept quiet.
she said – think about it carefully. you dont have to answer me now.
she repeated for 3 times.
I kept quiet.
I dint have to think. I din have to rebut.
allowance or God.
I chose God.
even before she popped that question. things seem to be getting from bad to worse. I get scoldings for things that I did not do. I get looks from her. sometimes I really wonder how come she is like that. how come she is so different from other moms. I really envy those who can go church. and I really envy those whose parents are Christians.
but how many of us here know that God is an amazing God ?
im definite and sure that things will work out. 2 days, 2 weeks, 2 years,20 years.
I dont care about the time. nothing I can do now. just gotta keep going.
I dont wanna give up. and im certain about it.
just keep smiling. God wants to see all of us smile. especially in times of adversity.
and yes. I will smile. for God. and for all of you.
joyous. loving Him. ;
1/09/2005 08:36:00 PM ++
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