read the tags at my blog. and suddenly realised that ive not been talkin to certain people for ages. and i really do miss them. esp joyce boris yonghui. it seems so long ever since the last time we chatted properly, heart to heart. the most vivid conversations that i have with anyone is during the youth camp.
really thank God i went for the youth camp.
i was still so fresh and new then. and i was so afraid of everything. and i told fifi that i wanted to run away from this whole thing. but now, nothing can drag me away anymore.
durin the camp, i can still rmb.
i made a very important promise. to boris, to myself. and to You my Lord.
that no matter what, i will keep my heart. and yes i did. through all the persecutions ive received, i nv lose my heart.
could still rmb durin the camp, Pst Lia prayed for me. she prayed for faith and the clearance of doubts in my heart. and yes. Pst, your prayers are answered. (:
could still rmb talking dom for the whole entire night face to face in the canteen that day.
talked about faith, talked about marriage and talked alot about our own stuffs.
could still rmb that time, i wasn't close to fifi at all. except the fact that i do feel a lil closer to her as compared to other pple in church.
but now, im so much closer to fifi. thank God.
could still rmb that time..
theres so many things that i can rmb. so many things i can recall. all vividly written across my heart. sometimes i really wish i can tell everyone about my entire story. a story of how i was once lost, and how i am found. how ive changed. how God has done miracles in my life. how everything is just so different now.
i am just so glad to have my leader with me here.
i asked her today. ' what will happen 10 years later ? will we still be together? '
and she answered ' yes. i'll still be in heart of God church.'
i asked ' what if one of us goes overseas'
she said ' i'll be stil here in church lorh'
i din realise anything at that very moment. until the moment i overheard what her mom said to her. (: and that must be the HS inside me that popped out that qns to her during lunch.
hmm. no matter what happens, lets not worry about tomorrow. for God will see us through everything ! oh yeah ! (: have faith. and EVERYTHING'S ALRIGHT ! (:
joyous. loving Him. ;
2/22/2005 03:31:00 PM ++
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