being emo, also means you lost control of your heart.
if God is holding onto your heart, then you'll never lose it.
but when you realised that you're losing your heart, it means that you're not allowing God to hold on to it.
sometimes, life gets tough, the spirit of deceive comes upon your life.
you know its not real faith, and you know its not what faith feels like.
but you ignored it.
the consequence ?
its going to be too heavy for you to bear.
be real, be truthful, dont force it.
just be yourself and grow at your speed.
everyone's different.
i hate it when people say ' yea, im okay' when everything's not okay.
yes, faith says ' yes, its okay' but i'll just know whether its out of genuine faith or smth else.
be a mature person and start being accountable for your actions.
do not make others worry just becos you wouldn't being yourself.
and thats the first step of growing.
and at the end of the day,
we'll be smiling together.
believe it or not, you choose.
i believed, and here is where i am.
joyous. loving Him. ;
7/13/2006 09:22:00 AM ++
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